Most of us are familiar with the economic concept of “sunk cost fallacy.” That is, our decisions about what to do are often shaped by the amount of time and/or money we have already invested in a thing. We judge its value based on the money we spent on it, not the actual market value. I am talking about the most general non-academic definition of this concept, obviously. Yesterday a journalist from the Star Ledger/ NJ.com, Matt Stanmyre, interviewed me for a human-interest piece about my experience with Fulbright.
I created a list of the money we spent preparing to move to Italy to share with him and it’s pretty astonishing. This is only the non-refundable money we spent.
In dollars, we paid, in estimate:
$60 wire fees to pay rent
$60 train trips to NYC to appear at Consulate for visa applications (required for stays of over 90 days)
$56 x 4 for visa applications for each family member
$1100 for 4 one-way flights to Rome
$1600 for 4 one-way flights home
$400 in airport transfers
$12 to notarize documents for the visa applications
$30 in passport photos
$225 in passport renewal fees
$428 for insurance required by the Italian government for the visa [which was cancelled and refunded without explanation while we were still in Italy???]
In euros, we paid:
110 for the Permesso di Soggiorno (residence permit) application – for stays of over 90 days – which is now on hold? Unnecessary? I don’t know.
50 for household goods we had to leave behind (one of these items was a hair dryer, which is silly to specify but emblematic of what you buy when plan to live somewhere versus going as a tourist)
I took a reduced salary from RVCC that included working over winter break without being paid in order to be off-campus for the spring term.
When I started this blog, I thought I would be writing about the challenges of teaching U.S. history at a confusing and tumultuous time in our nation. I never in a million years thought I would become the story in this tragic way.
So, I guess I don’t really know why I’m sharing this with you except as an ongoing effort to process what happened. Financial losses, on paper, are easier to track than emotional ones.